Pouring the Clay for the Mold

May 15, 2007 Tuesday

Joel Akin

When the clay was used to create man God said “It is good!” And the good part wasn’t the clay that was used but the man. For if man was good at the beginning and he was then why did Jesus say “There is none good?” The real answer to this isn’t in the clay that was used but the men who had become like dough. For dough was the crumb and not the crust.

 Inside of each loaf of bread is the crumb and the crumb is the heart of the loaf. And that is the start of the loaf which begins with a roll. And the roll of bread is the heart of life. For it is the dough and the dough is the key to understanding how the crumb can rise.

Now if we are the crumbs who beg around the masters table then we are life. And if we are the life made by the father which beg at the masters table then why do we beg? To answer that we have to ask “Do we think we are wise?”

For the wisdom of men is like the Solomon on men and that is the question of this world. For men know that life is key and if we live a life that is key to things then God is trying to teach us to see.

Now lets say that my mother was the angel who helped see me through to graduation. She would be the feather in the cap. And that would be true. And yet if that feather also represented all the people who brought me to this point then that also would be true.

 Now lets say there was a blackbird saying “Quoth the bird nevermore.” Now the blackbird would sit on the cap but it would be black. It would be the blackbird of my heart or life. Now lets say I’m speaking figuratively because the real part of this story is that it isn’t meant to be complicated. It is meant to be simple. For God put me into a box and the box was life. And I went out and tried to write an article on the crumb. And now it seems to be going into my own life and that is part of the mystery of this story. For if things fit in perfectly and I wanted to talk about the crumbs then maybe the blackbird wanted to eat and eat and eat and eat until it became engorged on crumbs.

 But lets say the crumb was the heart and the heart was the story and the story was the heart. How would you tell that the story was about a master who took men and built up a table. And that table was God but the table was there to help us.

 Now if that sounds terrible it might be but remember the heart is the dough and the dough is the heart. And that heart is the key to this story.

Now it begins on a sunny day. I had gone camping and had lifted a veil. And on the other side I was given a glimpse into the glory of the Lord. I didn’t know it but God showed me a secret. And it was a vast secret. One so huge that no one else had ever seen it. Now on my return home I was sitting there after my daily prayer and I realized that I had another story and it too was being told. Only on a plastic bag sitting on a book shelf near my bed. And it was so complicated I tried to film it but my film doesn’t do well in the late day when the light of the sun slants west at too much of an angle.

All I know is that it brought me to tears. It showed me my life in focus. And it was the story of things I wish to write on. For these two images were created by God. One on a tapestry of mud and clay and rock and the other on a fleeting bag. Both because they were the crumbs which fell from the masters table.

And so if this article is longer you’ll have to forgive me. And maybe drop me a line if it touches you in any way. Few bother to write and this would be an encouragement to me.

 A long time ago when God created man he saw that there were few things in man that was good. It wasn’t that God cast aspersion on his creation but God wanted man to understand that he was a creation that was bent on time. Man always wanted time and it was the desire of his heart. He went after it with desire and with lust and with longing. And it was the desire of the heart which was the dough but the dough was also the little dough boy in each of us that desired to rise. Lets say we rose up each morning springing up out of bed. And each morning we cried out for a purpose.

And so God set a course towards the heart of man and said “I will make of him something he cannot imagine.” And of course that was the imagination of his heart.

Now we know that it became vain, dangerous and wisdom was far. Yet in the dough we call the crumb there was a joyful exuberance of life which kept us moving the world forward. And we moved along with it and in my crumb I grew sorrow like day old sour dough. And if you made sour bread it was delicious and soon gone but I didn’t know what to do with my crumb or my portion. In a way I wanted to be completely in the hands of God and that wasn’t the reason God made us. We were meant to stand at the table and ask God and that was the desire of the heart of the father. That we ask.

Well God saw me in the future from the beginning and he said “I will make a man more then he bargained for” and that was the desire to make something from the sour crumb of my heart. And that was the story I saw by my bed. For it was the story of the cross.

Now if I explain it as I saw it then you might wonder at my imagination. So I will surmise the story and give it to you that way. I thought about doing it as I saw it but it didn’t work. And I saw it wouldn’t work. And so the Father saw it wouldn’t work because men have sour crumb hearts like I do and they struggle to understand. They want it simple and simple is what I got.

So here is the story of life.

In the beginning when God had finished making what we will call us He set a course towards the far end of time. Now to accomplish this wasn’t easy because there was an evil monster we call Lie or Leviathan. Now Leviathan was a monster that was a cross between a whale, a reptile like a crocodile and perhaps an evil monstrous bird. We could call it Myna but that would be putting the blame on the wrong bird. So we’ll just say he had little brain and much brawn.

Now God saw the world encased in ice and it was covered in a deep freeze. And so He set a course through it and waited for someone to speak to Him and that was me. I saw He was hurting there in ice and that meant I was part of His story. For God became the cave man and that was part of the history of the first bite of life. Now some will say this is nuts but hang on for it is the story of life. One you won’t hear anywhere else.

The next part of the story is when God crashed on earth in Alberta in a giant ship that looked like a big heart. It was a good ship but it was struck by time and that meant it had grown old. So He let the ship crash into the earth. It was filled with people who had grown old but they were filled with life. So in a way they became part of history as well.

The next part of the journey is when God fell to earth as Christ. Fell isn’t a good term so we could say he fell into the life of a young woman named Mary. He came as a Dove but he was seen as a failure. And he lived his life on earth and died on a cross. And He was Christ but he was God. And God was the life of the heart of man and man was the heart of sin. And man wanted sin and it was the sin of the heart which meant that all of us were crumbs. And we had all fallen from the masters table. And the table was a unique word for it meant the covered or covering of the law. And it was the covering of the grace of Jesus for He had created the Last Supper and it was on the table where he gave his bread. And that bread was of the heart. And the heart was of Ammon and Ammon was the key to Ra and Ra was the key to Israel. So Ra was a curse on earth and a demonic entity named Sin but no one on earth wanted to know this. They wanted it to be a continuing curse and that meant no one looked up history. So God left us two clues. First was Immanuel. And Immanuel or God with us as they tell us. For in the name of Immanuel is I’m Man. You El. And El is Lord or God. And so the Lord was in Immanuel. Now the second major clue was Israel. For in the name we find the first major term in English written way before we were born. It was  “Is Ra El” and it was written in the form of a question. And that question was a question referring to the Amen and Amen we say at the end of our prayer. For it was of Ammon and Ammon was of the prayer of life. What Jesus did when he prayed and when we pray. We end with Amen. And Amen was in scripture. And it didn’t refer just to men but to A Men or A men as in Alpha Men. And that was the key to life on earth. For we were all Alpha men. We were the beginning and we were the Omega or Omen of things yet to come.

For God had given me insight into the key to the story of life. And it went outside what we call ‘normal’ scripture but not outside scripture. We kept it there and we didn’t go off base as some will think. For God put these words in the Bible so men would search these things out. The problem wasn’t the knowledge was not there but that we grew afraid of knowledge. We cast it off as necessary evil for men like Archaelogist and dictionaries and things like that which were acceptable as long as people didn’t learn how to spell things like WORD. For in Jesus you had to learn how to spell and that spelling was of Christ for He was the WORD and the WORD was W O R D and that could signify something. The problem is I couldn’t do a search on it because word is verb and it is noun.

Anyway this is a short article supposedly. The next step to life is that God saw I wanted to keep it within context. And that meant within the time of life. So I put these questions back to you. Who is God? Is God El? Is God able to write a word in the language called Hebrew? And if so I could tell you a joke but it might grow long. So lets just say that if you like bier then you are one long at the cask but if you were long at the cask in a bar you ended up with a double tab. And that meant you had an appendix and it could create multiple problems for your kidney. For the appendix took the name of your drink and it carried it to the kid part of your heart. There the sour nature said “This is drink and it is good for the soul.” And so the sour crumb of your heart liked the taste of beer and you drank it to fulfillment. The problem is your appendix had a double tab and it often went over the first tab into the second so the kid and ney or knee began to grow weak. So the key to this was to blad it or bleed it. Since you didn’t want to bleed it you had to blad it. And that was a good thing.

Now the bladder is the key to releasing the vitamin of the beer and it is carried into the store and into the house and into the wall. It is a beer problem and men who drink too much are carried off as dead men.

Now if you are from Earth and House you would wonder if I am on the right page. I am writing about Sanctuary and so far haven’t strayed from the page as it is. But since no one seems to write I figure I’ll write the most obtuse article you’ve ever written. And it will hold the ultimate secret of the Universe. And it does. Only you won’t get it. And you’ll read it and say “Interesting” and won’t realize the world would go nuts if they really understood this knowledge.

Now the Lord showed me the next step to the story is to break time. Part one will be the turf of sin. He has to find a way across the gulf. And since the gulf is the key to his life he has to find it in order to repair it. But God showed me there was a wizard who wanted the story to go another way. So God is going to help us by showing us that man will return to Eden. And thus God took the nature of time and reversed it. And if this is strange wait until the finish. For as we get closer to the finish line the world will begin to reverse in time. And all the things we did will be seen on the streets of the city. Which means that sin will have to release the above time. And that means it will be thrown out by those who are of sin.

Now if you are of sin he’ll tell you this is utter nonsense and to go home and get your gold and silver and feel free to start tossing it into the street. I would suggest you wait especially if you like to sin. For sin isn’t able to hold on to all of the gold and all of the treasures. And so I’m going out with my camper and my van and I’m going to start collecting things. And that means I’m going back in time to the very beginning so I can collect the treasure of the earth.

Now that may sound foolish but it is to help make me rich. I need money and since none of you had the money to help me with Sanctuary I decided to ask God for help. Now God is going to provide the logistical support and all the treasure of all the world will fall into my lap. And that means I am especially keen to find ancient libraries. And there were not hundreds or thousands but hundreds of thousands of them. And we have to understand that I am planning on emptying all of them. Not from this time but from the past.

So if you think I’m nuts but have a great idea don’t worry. I’m not asking for help. I have it. Turns out that everyone in the past got healed and delivered and set free. So they are told that I’ll be arriving and coming to take possession of things. And that means I will be doing it.

Now such a thing seems utterly impossible so God is going to help me do it with one other person.

Now if that sounds insane hang on. For God is going to drive me places and it will be in my time. That means I will go to a sale and it will have everything I’ve always wanted. And it will keep going and going and going and going until I have all I can handle.

Then I’m going to take a break and have fun and then the following week go out and do it again. And the day when I finish emptying the earth is the day God says “Enough.” And since God figures that will take me a million years He is going to help me in the story. For as I go back in time I will write messages on the wall of each place I visit. Only it won’t be visible until such and such a time.

So if you see that Kilroy was here then don’t freak because that wasn’t me. He was another guy who got to travel to different places and leave his name. We laugh at it and we mock the name “Kilroy was here.” The only thing is that Kil and Roy are two words and they really do mean something wild. One is Kil and that is another name for Death. And the other is Roy and that is the name for Royalty. So if you laugh at Death remember he is the royal heir to life. He was there and it just so happened his name was Ammon. And he was part of the history of setting things up. So if you can find Kilroy in history then remember it is a true story. He was Christ in another time and that is the age of royal kings who were like lions. He was Kilroy and he was life.

Well, now that I’ve made you laugh just remember that life begins each day with a little dough. It really is called Crumb. And that crumb is meant to rise and is meant to provide. And when it is finished rising it is meant to be baked in the oven until it is crisp and smells like Heaven. And then you eat it until you have reached the heart. It is then when you cast the crumb to the dog under the masters table. We’ll call him the lab dog and he was the dog of men who went to hell. Why the lab dog? It is because the lab was the heart of the crumb. The crumb was the clay and the clay was the story I left out. For in the heart of the story was Daniel. He was the little man who stood at the end of time. If you study Daniel you’ll see what I mean. For it was as if he saw time on ever part of the river. And at the end he saw time carry the river to his mouth. And no one could say it was torture but if that is in scripture imagine who that man might be? For if it was Christ it wouldn’t make any sense unless he was the one who took all death and all sin into him.

 But lets suppose God held the mouth of the lions so that Daniel would live to pray another day. And in that he did and he grew and he multiplied in prayer until God saw he would overcome. And he set a limit for him. And that was the view of time where he saw himself in the writing on the wall. And that was the story I saw. Not just last night but this morning as the sun revealed not just the three lions but two kings. In the story there was one we knew of. The king that rushed to the bar and looked down into the pit. And it was there where Daniel, the tiny wizard, stood perhaps on time itself. And it was there where there was another king who watched as Daniel prayed. And it was there that King who was God set a new course with Daniel back to his time and back to his past and back to the beginnings. And it was there where God created all things. And it was there where he waited for us to find him. For God wasn’t going to leave us wondering forward.

He was going to carry us backward. And so the God of Israel and the Hebrew people was going to reverse us back into the heart of Eden. And it would be there where we would discover the true nature of life. And it would be there where God would prepare us to be a tree like the tree of life in the garden. For all of us carry the heart of the crumb. But the crumb is of dough and doe or buck are really the deer things of the heart of the tree. For in the deer is the wild streak and it was the nature of the heart. And it was the heart or the hart which became the dough boy in us. And so God put us into a story and we became part of it and it was and will be a great mystery to the future. For God will heal time and eventually sin will cease his rampage. And eventually the world will turn towards knowledge and it will be amazed. For I am going back so I can help God recreate things. And that is in a place where things will be beautiful and wonderful and marvelous. And so if you really want to be part of it then pray. For I can’t help you go there. I can only ask that if there is anyone left who reads this they will send me a sign. Not of money but they read this and got the signal. And that is they are part of it. Now to the distant future I say “Remember, you had a chance to pray. And you had a chance to ask God “Let me be part of something wonderful.” I did. More then ten years ago I asked God to give me a dream to change the world. And he did. And I just happened to read it again last night. And it was a dream I am not helping to fulfill. So that those lions and kits that needed assembling can find a way to be restored to life in the Garden. And that is the true nature of Sanctuary.

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