What the day is to me and God

November 2, 2007

Joel Akin

I heard one man say “Give it up and pray again.” Of course that was me and I fought for another 30 minutes I guess. Give or take a little. I fought with all I had. I fought so hard I just said “I don’t feel well.” I fought until I got up and ate chocolate but it was probably a little too much for I am not able to sleep as yet.

 It is not that I’m wore its that I’m war! I’m war in the spirit and in the flesh. I’m wore out and I’m war man. I fight with God in the flesh and in the spirit and in the Spirit of God.

 I have been in war for a long time. I am in war now. I am in war to the point of discouragement but not lack of courage. I fight with the big guy who is Sin and Satan and Lie and Evil Sin and Evil bad guys. Of course the world believes it also fights but in general they list or enlist. And that is when people go out and sin and then ask Jesus to keep forgiving them.

 You might hate it but the fact is real war is when you fight to overcome and not let sin wear you down with sin. Real war is prayer and prayer is the only weapon which works. You can read the scripture and talk and it is time with God but not time in prayer. Time with God is like time with him on the radio. It is nice and you like that kind of time but real time is personal.

 It may seem we have failed in prayer but we fail to pray. We fail in all ways when we cease to pray. I don’t mean cease after warring to exhaustion but ceasing as in going a day without. A day without is like a day without food only if you fast you pray. So here is the gist of Sanctuary and the idea behind it. I am not to give up. I am not to stop fighting. I am not to wear down the wall of filth by myself. I am not meant to wear down the evil by myself. I am meant to have people join me in war. Only you won’t or can’t. If you say you can’t then its because you are busy. And that is an answer God might give you if you want heaven let alone Heaven.

 Now lets deal with Sanctuary. Sanctuary is about to happen. It may not appear it but God is going to let me have time to myself. So He who is God is coming. He is going to free the free man in you who read this. If you read this tell me for God is going to free you. You don’t have to do anything but ask God to make it so. You are one of the few to see and one of the few to read. And the same if you are a woman and especially if you are youth.

 I don’t give up on youth. I have a friend out there who calls herself pagan. I don’t accept all but I do believe God sees you and knows your heart even if you have reasons to believe He isn’t real. I do. I talk to Him and I’m in war. And that war is for the soul of everyone who tries to hear.

I am not ready to give up yet. I am not ready to fail. I am asking for a minute from you to write and tell me what you want. Tell me what is the most important thing to you. Tell me why. Tell me what is the best thing for Sanctuary. Tell me with all your heart. Tell me so I can bring it to God in prayer. I don’t condemn you for failing to pray. I only state that war isn’t where you take a day off. It is just that I am wore out physically. I am wore out mentally. I am wore out so much. Yet if you read this know I’m trying to fix things with Earth House. I look stern but its for a reason and that is to fight. I fight with prayer. I fight with wrong doers. I fight in prayer over things that make no sense to me. I fight.

So please help me. I am looking for the following and if you have it and don’t need it please write and tell me you can help.

1. Indesign with Photoshop. Any of them will do. I’d like to try Framemaker but it is not the one I need to write books I can place on Earth House or here on Sanctuary to give away to help you prepare.

2. I would like to travel. I don’t like to admit it but my truck is 16 years old and soon to be 17. I need a new vehicle. I would like an nice campervan but if that is too much then send me your vehicle if it runs and is newer then mine. I don’t want more then one and I don’t want a fixer upper. I need one which is very reliable. Mine is okay at present but it never hurts to ask for help.

3. If you run a business tell me what it is. I am not below accepting products, trying them and then letting people know. I have a large list of visitors. I get about 20-30 thousand visitors a month. Some months are busier but for now that seems to be close to what I see listed for my place.

4. Write me with your desire. I’ll add it to my prayer list. I don’t have an actual list but God showed me He does. Now I know this might sound arrogant but I know God. I know Him as a friend. I have fought and fought and fought and fought for this all my life. So write me with your prayer list. I’ll read it and it will go into the list God keeps. It is important if you are not a prayer warrior. Send it to me and God watches over it like it were His own.

5. There are some of you with talents. I’ve asked some for help on my website and get it within days but often they want money. I don’t have it but I do have a will and that is desire. So if you have a will to help then please show me how.

6. If you have a gift which is paid for then think of it as a gift paid in advance. I can’t afford to be on the US radar taxes as I live in Canada. That means if you have a gift then write and give me an old cabin in the woods with rights to travel there and live for a week or a month. I’m serious. For I know that I need direction in life from people who care. And I am over ten long years without a direction or finances for a vacation. So please, if you have a way, provide privacy where I can go to a cabin which doesn’t need repairs, or is at least resistant to mice and bears. And let me have privacy there while I seek God in prayer. I am a prayer person but I do it very quietly for I cannot speak. I have a disorder called Dysphonia.

7 Some might think I earn a living from Earth House but I don’t as yet. I could if I had acumen. I’ve had people write me to be partners. I don’t do partners as I’m part of Gods plan in Earth and House. I do need help though and I don’t cast that off. So if you have a business with real estate and can help me then please share with me your ideas. It is a prayer that you be a Christian because otherwise prayer is beat back by those who disbelieve in God. You don’t have to be a Christian to send me help but if you wish to aid me in prayer parts and help with business end then I would prefer that it be a Christian.

8. Give me a prayer time by writing me with prayer thoughts. I pray with God but at present I can’t get through. If you are getting through share with me what God is sharing with you. Especially those who have dreams and ask God for interpretations. I love dreams and know God speaks in them.

9. List for me your gift wishes for Christmas. Tell me what you want. I’ll take it to God in prayer.

10. If you have a wish to donate please write. Share with me your desire and hope. I am serious that I have other needs including paying a yearly advance for a post office box. Two years in advance or even three years would be better. I have a need for a home but that is probably outside your area of help. I do need financial help though and that is something you can ask for. I would like to incorporate earth house but that is one thing I’ll have to do from my end. Also I want to make sure earth and house are part of the same house in Heaven so I’ll let God deal with that from His end.

Joel Akin

earthhouse@gmail.com